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This week was not supposed to go the way that it turned out. This week was supposed to be a pretty hard training week; instead it has become hard because I have not been able to train. I had to choose between doing the most important sessions of the week or to study. It took me long to understand that I had to study this week.
I trained pretty well up until Thursday where I did not have time to swim. Also during the bike I had a few cramps or the beginning of a cramp. I got a little scared and since it was late and dark and I hadn’t slept much during the night I chose not to swim.
I also did half of the training on Friday and nothing Saturday and Sunday.
My diet has not been the best either, I have been drinking lots of soda, and I have been eating crap.
My anxiety went skyrocket. I sat on a chair for 2 days, I have barely slept, I ate crap and I did not train. I felt bad and I did not have the results that I expected. I also had problems with the future flat. I believe that I have a flat but my flat mates are not 100% happy with it. Having these problems did not help to concentrate anywhere.
I don’t know why but the only thing that I don’t leave for the last minute is my training, the rest takes me forever to do.
Uni is over, for good or bad I have finished or maybe not. I’ll know it soon. I hope I am lucky and I have to keep going, I don’t want to leave all this projects that I have right now in my mind. I feel pumped to start a new year.
I have gotten very close to someone know but I am still not sure if I want to take that extra step. I talked to you and some of the things that you said scared me. I don’t know if I have the time that you deserve and I don’t know if I feel what I have to feel.
I have met with a very good friend and we talked a lot. I feel very sorry for what he’s lived and I valued the way that I live. We also talked about the past, the future, the near present and the problems that we have. Thanks for your support. I appreciate our friendship and I love it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHPipLK5Yfw
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