This week was easier than lasts weeks, because I dropped one hour so my body could get used to the training, every 3 weeks the 4th is easier. So I have only trained 7hr plus the strength training.
I had to make a few changes this week because I had what it was supposed to be a very important visit, but it came down to be an awful visit because of the way it ended. But I did not like to do these changes just for her comfort, the price was too high for the return, this time. I had better expectations.
I also got my memory belt on Friday, but it ain't working properly, so I don't know what to do with it. I need it. It is killing me not being able to work with it. It is frustrating.
The changes were Tuesday swim + the 110+ rpm session, Wednesday 1h run, Thursday swim and 30mins run, Friday 90mins bike ride (I went very fast downhill but too much wind), Saturday I had the quick change day 30mins bike + 15mins run (I did not run, I flew, I averaged less than 3.30 Km/min). And on Sunday I ran for 45mins.
Also my computer is playing with me and sometimes won't start.
As of her, well after spending a great Friday and most of the Saturday I blew it at night, well I guess she helped making me feel insecure about her feelings but now it is supposed to be over. She said she doesn't have enough feelings for me and that I pressure her too much. Well I hope I can stay away from her because that is what she wants. As she said she is tired of asking herself what she wants. Well then it is not me. So have a happy life wherever you decide to live. I'll try to live without you. Hopefully I get over it soon. You really touched me.
Even though knowing that she did not love me, although we kissed until the last second and we hold our hands until the end, I am quite pumped.
So it is time to focus and work.
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